[Introspection] How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are? Explain it as silly as you can, or as seriously.
I am about 15. Maybe 16. I think I will be that age until I am in my sixties. Then I might be in my 20s.
I want to be a teenager in my socks goofing around while money comes in. Feel free to judge. I worked a lot of different places. I hated everything. My goal was just to work easy menial jobs until my stuff takes off.
I devoted my support to a person with the expectation they would do the same. Our relationship was me on a hamster wheel waiting for the energy to return in my direction.
It was like watching “Lost” and just following along with an expectation that there is a reason for it. Really, I Was just serving someone else’s purpose while confronting them about it and being told I was crazy or needed therapy, or some other form of “not yet.”